I have another memory that is pretty seared into my mind, I thought I would share it.
Still living abroad, I had come home from partying, and I had the very early stages of blue balls from grinding at the club/bar. Turns out she was dating someone and I almost got the shit kicked out of me, so I arrived home alone, just me and my balls. Beating off with blueballs is painful for me, feels like turning my balls into a speedbag, and I was pretty tired and still drunk so I just went to bed and fell asleep immediately. I woke up about an hour later with a pretty intense case of aching blueballs, really swollen, my balls looked like a dark tennis ball
I decided that waiting out the pain wasn't an option and that I should use my mouth to finish myself gently without knocking my balls around. Best decision I ever made. That was the night that I realized that self-head doesn't have to be a big production, with meticulous warm-ups and planning ahead and scented candles for the mood (joking). I sleepily rolled onto my side and pulled my legs up straight, with my arms folded under my upper thighs so I could pull my head down. The blankets were still over most of my body except for my upper back, but the AC was on so I didn't feel too hot.
I coaxed my still soft cock onto my lips and was kissing it slightly, trying not to vibrate my balls. It felt like I had literally 2 cups of cum in my balls, so I planned on cumming on my stomach and stumbling to the shower before going back to sleep. I started sticking my tongue into my foreskin and licking around, and eventually my cock firmed up a bit enough to get the head in my mouth plus maybe another half an inch. I pulled all my foreskin back and went to town as hard as I could without increasing the ache coming from my balls.
I started to get pretty horny, despite the pain from my balls. I gave myself some pretty great head, all things considered, with a lot of wet suction and licking. Like usual when I have blueballs, long before I was ready to cum, my cock was pouring out precum in amounts comparable to small orgasms. I loved it and swallowed it all as fast as I could. By the time I was ready to cum I knew I wanted it in my mouth. I figured worst case scenario it pours out of my mouth onto the bed and I sleep on a towel for the rest of the night. The moment right before cumming I had intense second thoughts about it because I could actually feel how much cum was about to explode out of my cock, but there was nothing I could really do at that point.
It was amazing, it was so much cum, and it was very liquid, like hot water almost. My balls ached as they tensed up to shoot load after load into my mouth. I thought it was never going to stop, but I kept sucking and swallowing. The orgasm washed over me in waves, complimenting the waves of pressure relief coming from my balls, it was a fucking amazing feeling. Finally I stopped shooting and I just lay there with the head of my cock still in my mouth and my mouth still half full of cum that I couldn't swallow earlier. I swallowed it in a couple gulps. I could feel my cock starting to soften up and pull out of my mouth, so I grabbed it gently in one hand and sucked on it, cleaning it with my mouth very thoroughly.
A couple of swallows later my cock was clean and dry, and I rolled onto my back and fell asleep within a minute or two.
A few hours later I had a vague sex dream and woke up really horny. I was still kind of sore, because I usually need to cum twice in order to feel full relief from blueballs, and I was horny as well, so I lazily rolled onto my side again and searched for my cock with my mouth. Once I found it, I greedily plunged 3 inches of it deep into my mouth and started sucking. I sucked for couple minutes, before straining for some extra length, which pushed an inch of my cock into my throat. I immediately blew my load in my mouth, half insane with hornyness. After I calmed down a bit, I cleaned my cock with my mouth and went back to sleep almost immediately.
I woke up again later, still horny as hell. It was morning now but still completely dark. I was mostly still asleep as I rolled onto my side and started sucking my cock again. I was almost completely soft, sucking on my cock to soothe myself like a wet pacifier. Within a minute from starting I was quite hard again, and it only took another minute from there to cum in my mouth and swallow it. I cleaned my cock again eagerly, like a grape lollipop, and stretched out again, completely spent.
I slept for a long time afterwards, and I woke up still feeling tired.
One of the best feelings in the world is getting your cock sucked, multiple times, with exactly the technique that you want, and never having to get out of bed, just swallowing your cum and cleaning up your cock with your tongue. I love casual selfsuck.
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